And Then…

…just like that it happens and I feel that it is my responsibility to share that although that last post SOUNDS like I’ve got it all together, there are still times when I am a mess.

I sure as heck don’t want cancer to come back (who would). I sure pray that I’m doing everything right. I sure get sick to my stomach at the thought of a recurrence or a new primary.

Nope, I don’t have it all together, not even close. But damnit…I will never NOT enjoy the journey. I will never NOT accept things for what they are and I most definitely will NOT ever question God’s motives.

I just wanted to put this out there…just to make sure nobody ever thinks I have it all together. I truly don’t, I”m just making the best of what ever happens.

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